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Roxyielle

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I'm still on hiatus though. More info below.


    Hello again to everyone reading this (watchers, fellow dA artists, or just the random journal/profile passer-by). It's been a long break between my last "official" journal post, two months in fact, and apologise for all the inactivity between then and now.

I suppose the real question is where I've been and why I've been there and not on dA (well not as much).

    Truth is, like in my previous journal two months back, my internet woes haven't entirely evaded me, and add to that last month's problems with power supply which affected a large region of my country's power grid. A problem that was partly an act of nature (typhoon) but mostly a crisis brought on by a power system unable to cope with a growing populace's supply demands.

Anyway, that problem persisted for quite a while affecting not only something as trivial as internet connections but water supply as well. It was pretty sobering to spend two weeks in such a situation and a learning experience about disaster preparedness, which truthfully isn't very high on most peoples' priority lists here where a lot of the populace can't even afford daily basic necessities. But I suppose I'm going off on another tangent here.

Basically, July was spent mostly recovering from that incident, and while power supply here has been normal, my laptop has begun to fail on me. 
Roxyielle vs TCL ver 2 by Roxyielle
So to answer the where I've been: technically I've been off the grid. And while I can use Twitter (which if you'll notice seems to only cross-post replay videos and or/invites on some games I play) that's all pretty much I can access without my laptop. Hence why I'm not on that much on dA. Also my notifications as of late have gotten quite unmanageable so if you're wondering where my replies went, you have my backlog to thank for that.
Chibi Roxy: What're You Looking At by Roxyielle
From now on, I'll make replying to Notes a priority so if it's something extremely urgent that you would like to tell me, then please do send it via note.

    What this means now for my old schedule of posting weekly/monthly journal updates and featured artworks is that for the remainder of my premium (which goes poof by September), I'll be scheduling them once per month with set people (mostly from my watchlist) to be featured. I'll probably be separating my own personal updates from art features because of this.

    As for posting art, well that is quite the question. My last submission was way back in April and was just an updated (admittedly coloured and finalised at least) version of a two-year old sketch I did.
Melona Fish Ice Waffle: Coloured by Roxyielle
    The project I mentioned before fell through though so sadly I can't share much about that though I'm dying to show some of the work that went into it.

If you're wondering though, I'm still drawing stuff, just not the kind of stuff you see in my gallery. It's mostly practice sketches on my sketchpad/journal using ink or pencil and I've not had time nor resources to pick back up on digital art for quite a while now, owing to my laptop woes. And add to that an art block that has stuck around with me for the better half of this year. If you're keen to see rough sketches like this one though:
Untitled Drawing by Roxyielle
then my art tumblog will be where most of the art updates will be, if there are any worthy of note to share.

    As for August thus far, it's been rather depressing, to be honest. We just recently lost a beloved member of our family, our pet dog, Vienna and it was pretty sudden.
Viennapup by Roxyielle
She would have turned a year old this November and even the non-"dog people" of the family miss her and feel that she was just gone too soon.
ViennaRIP by Roxyielle
    Still with all that, I wanted to let you all know that I'm still here, just not as active as before and I still do see the artworks of people from the community, and on occasion comment and :+fav: as before. Just a whole lot slower and less often than I'd like. Besides all that life is getting busier for me as I look for new ways to be a little more financially independent.

There's still four months left for this year so I'm trying to look forward to what I can achieve by then. And I hope that those of you who have patiently continued to support me on my journey, whether it be in art or in life continue to do so. Because I sure am, as always have been, continually inspired by the amazing people of this community. I can only hope that in some small way I too have inspired someone in my struggles in both art and life.
Healing by Roxyielle
 For now, I'm back, well sorta. We'll see what the future brings. For now, the thought of it brings me hope. So, to everyone reading this, I wish your future well, may the skies ahead be clear. And, no matter how much life gets you down, always keep looking up.Kittens: Look Up by Roxyielle



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Just Visiting

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    It's been a long while since I last truly visited this place. Between then (2014) and now, it's been: three jobs (among them, two career shifts), a number of deaths within the family/friends sphere (including, sadly SeraphTimmy 's dad), new pet cats, a seemingly endless, and excruciating —fall to rock bottom; and the even slower but methodical climb back to a good place for me.

    This place too has changed, I may not have been visiting for long periods but I've read about it on occasion: Wix purchasing ownership of the site, planned changes, the back and forth discussion between the remaining community and the new admins.

    Time marches on, in spite of —and because of— said changes.

    I'm not quite sure myself what it is that I mean to say with this journal entry. Just that I'm still around and haven't truly left. But, I'm not going to magically return to being as active as I had been at the start either.

    I'm not back, I'm just visiting.

    To everyone who's been here through everything else, I hope you're all doing good and more power to you.
Hey, fellow deviantartists and the :deviantart: Community in general! I would have liked to return under better circumstances as it has admittedly been a long while since I was last active in the community. I've been through a lot the past few years, but this isn't about that.

Right now, I come back hoping for some generosity during this time of need. I'm asking for just a bit of your attention and time, and for those who are willing, perhaps a bit of financial support as well.

You see, I'm not asking this for my own sake, but I am asking on behalf of my dear friend SeraphTimmy :iconseraphtimmy: who herself has been away for a while as well from this community, due to her own circumstances. As of this time, she and her family are facing some trying times, most recently her father had a Cerebrovascular Accident, or in simpler terms, a stroke. It is not his first stroke, and because of that he has had difficulties with his recovery from this one. My best friend and her siblings have been doing their best to care for their dad and thus far have been soldiering on, using their own means. It has been a very tough time for them, their mother had only recently passed and they had only begun to slowly heal from that loss. With that in mind, they are trying very hard to help their father who is still very much fighting to stay with them and be their support. As of now they have started a fundraising campaign on YouCaring to make it easier for anyone out there who would be generous enough to lend their aid during these trying times.

Any amount would be a great help as he is still confined in hospital for his recovery and upcoming surgery. It will go a long way towards helping in purchasing his medications and other needs that his children are also currently working hard for on their own means.

I understand that it may be difficult to just believe things in this digital age, but you can check this recent post of hers as well to assuage your doubts: [link] 

If you are unable to donate financially, I understand. Prayers and prayer intentions for her dad's recovery and for strength for her and her family are also appreciated. But please, if possible, share this fundraiser page: www.youcaring.com/yvondecangch… so that hopefully those who can will be given an opportunity to extend their help. Thank you very much, :deviantart: Community. I hope that whatever help you are able to extend towards SeraphTimmy and her family would be a blessing for you all as well, especially during this holiday season.
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    Hello again dear watchers, fellow deviant artists, and random page visitors! Happy weekend to everyone! Llama Emoji 27 (Awesome) [V2] Before this weekend comes to a close I'd like to complete this week's scheduled art features so here now is part two of this week's feature journal, (which is a little bit delayed due to my current internet issues which I'm hoping will get addressed by my ISP by tomorrow) Llama-Emoji-12 (Left and Right) [V1] Well, without further ado, here are the featured deviant artists and some samples of their work!

As always, I highly encourage and invite you to :+fav: the works you find here  to your liking so that it will get more exposure as a form of support to the artists who have generously given their time and skills to share with the :dalogo: community their wonderful artistic creations. Llama Emoji-14 (Say Cheese) [V1] Also, feel free to visit the artists' pages and leave a comment and/or llama just to let them know how much you appreciate their work. Remember, despite being delayed, the featured artists here have recently celebrated their birthday so a nice greeting would definitely be a welcome surprise as well, no matter how belated. Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 


:iconlarvacorium:Larvacorium

visages of todd by Larvacorium Carte Blanche by Larvacorium
Herald of Blood by Larvacorium Merimasks time bandit mask practice peice by Larvacorium

:iconkaizbow:kaizbow


 


:iconesperoart:Esperoart

Cirsium flower by Esperoart
Gladiolus by Esperoart Cracow by night 01 by Esperoart
003 by Esperoart

:iconuchuubranko:uchuubranko

Professor Oar by uchuubranko
circus by uchuubranko rozen { 5th . d o l l by uchuubranko
one more time by uchuubranko

:iconingeline-art:ingeline-art



Valentine fishes by ingeline-art
a smile from Ingeline by ingeline-art

:iconwlop:wlop

Sky Lanterns by wlop
Naughty by wlop GhostBlade: Burning Rose by wlop
O.o by wlop

:iconmomobunnygirl:momobunnygirl

Pure Beauty by momobunnygirl
ITS A HORSE by momobunnygirl Flower Girl by momobunnygirl
Gateway to Light by momobunnygirl

:iconharuiri:Haruiri

C:UnpopularGeek by Haruiri Contest! by Haruiri

:icondjwaglmuffin:djwagLmuffin

Lord of the West by djwagLmuffin
Fake Movie poster by djwagLmuffin Kissing Jupiter by djwagLmuffin
Flamma by djwagLmuffin

:iconwaywardgal:waywardgal

Alice in Wonderland by waywardgal
Marceline by waywardgal Tangled by waywardgal
Wayward Girls: Paige by waywardgal

:iconmapleecrivain:MapleEcrivain


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:iconadinator99:Adinator99

Princess Twilight by Adinator99
Request - Pudding Pup (speedpaint) by Adinator99 Request - Spinnin' Recorder (speedpaint) by Adinator99
Request - FireFlare (speedpaint) by Adinator99
:iconfotografka:fotografka

Wind of change by fotografka
Muffins by fotografka Strawberries by fotografka
Little world by fotografka

:iconjennyeight:Jennyeight

Elfgirl by Jennyeight
Snailbird by Jennyeight Wash your ears... by Jennyeight
The Sylph by Jennyeight
Well, that concludes Part Two of this week's art feature!
Please do look forward to the third and final part of the feature which will be posted tomorrow
Have a great day, everyone! Llama Emoji-37 (Teehee) [V2] 
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Hello again dear watchers, fellow deviant artists, and page visitors! This week I'm doing a three-part art feature so I can finally catch up to birthday celebrants Llama Emoji 34 (Sexy Smile) [V2] But before the feature, do bear with a little personal update from me.

    On the health side, things have been not so good, I'm still sick and it's affecting my already not too ideal sleep cycles so I've been weak and groggy most days in turn making me a bit depressed. The bad weather lately hasn't helped with that feeling either, though it at least helps with the sleep (when I'm trying to make up for the lack of it the night before). Llama Emoji-56 (Hiding) [V3] Of course that's made less time for being productive overall and what with the continuing internet issues that seem to plague me relentlessly this year, uploading and posting anything too exhaustive has been a challenge. So as of yet, on the art side of things, don't expect any uploads this month (even last month was fairly uneventful, for those of you who watch me). Llama Emoji-06 (Depress) [V1] I do apologise for the lack of art from me lately, inspiration has been low and when I do get inspired, the pains of going through the laggy uploading process dampen the small spark of it that in the end I just end up scrapping it altogether. That and I feel like I'm currently in a slog, like I'm stuck in my progress and when I go back and compare to my old stuff it just seems the the old ones ironically look better than what I can draw, either digitally or traditionally. Llama Emoji-20 (Grumpy) [V1] I try and chalk it up to a lack of practice (admittedly I haven't been able to do much of that either) but it does feel a bit frustrating. I'm gonna see if more practice and a bit more patience will win this war on art ennui but for now, I shall look to the art of others for inspiration. I do hope that if you, dear readers are going through something similar, that these art features help you through it as well. Llama Emoji-04 (Pretty) [V1] 

    As always, I enjoin you to :+fav: the works you enjoyed here and give the artist's page and gallery a visit, for who knows, you might just find someone new to :+devwatch: and inspire you with their wonderful work. And to those featured here who have recently celebrated their birthdays, my greetings to you and I do hope you continue to share with the :dalogo: community your wonderful works and creative spirit. Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
:iconhyamei:hyamei

Wan/Raava vs Vaatu - Okami style by hyamei
guardian of fortune by hyamei Stormborn - GAME OF THRONES by hyamei
Queen of Arendelle by hyamei

:iconx-squishystar-x:x-SquishyStar-x

Spinning stars (+speed video) by x-SquishyStar-x
Squishy Nyan Cat by x-SquishyStar-x Squishy Rarity by x-SquishyStar-x
Squishy Pertyons :Commission: by x-SquishyStar-x

:iconsimplybrillig:SimplyBrillig


 


:icongreyxm:greyxm


The Blood Red Skies. by greyxm 


:iconlukwarm:Lukwarm

Whale 52 by Lukwarm
Whomever brings the night by Lukwarm The Savage Garden by Lukwarm
Merchant prince by Lukwarm

:iconwoarine:woarine


 


:iconcutecherryart:Cutecherryart

 Coloured girl by Cutecherryart
 

:iconguillaume-magnin:Guillaume-Magnin


 


:iconmrmrannoying:MrMrannoying

Spawn by MrMrannoying Rogue by MrMrannoying
Kenpachi Zaraki - I Like It! by MrMrannoying Petroleo by MrMrannoying

:icontakuyarawr:TakuyaRawr





:iconmazaises:MazaisEs

eyes by MazaisEs
Wooden Keyring by MazaisEs oak- tree box for GD rings by MazaisEs
So sad by MazaisEs

:iconstarlit-sorceress:Starlit-Sorceress

Wicker Thicket by Starlit-Sorceress
Ace in the Hole by Starlit-Sorceress Wintersong Earrings by Starlit-Sorceress
Dream of Summer by Starlit-Sorceress

:iconcaprisunpepper:CaprisunPepper


Watch Bird by CaprisunPepper 
Owl by CaprisunPepper

:iconlambda-haotare:Lambda-Haotare

Azure Flash by Lambda-Haotare
DDPGNC: The Strike, Kota Kyoga by Lambda-Haotare Happy New Year by Lambda-Haotare
The Azure Creator by Lambda-Haotare
:iconlonebeauty:lonebeauty

Wolf eye by lonebeauty
Valkyrie by lonebeauty Take a moment to notice... by lonebeauty
chromaticity by lonebeauty

:iconjojoesart:JoJoesArt

Loki by JoJoesArt
I talk to birds... by JoJoesArt Night Rise by JoJoesArt
Everyone loves Boggart by JoJoesArt

:iconalunaticsdream:AlunaticsDream


 


:icontsukikalynn:tsukikalynn


 

Well that concludes part one of this week's art feature!
Please stay tuned for parts 2 and three to follow this weekend Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
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